tomorrow is friday!

I have been feeling some super self doubt/uncreativeness/ crappyness lately.

I'm ready to get out of this slump.

I think part of it is due to the diaster our house has been in.

It doesn't help matters that now our entire house smells like throwup

because the bf is not so smart when it comes to taking care of himself while suffering a virus

If he eats one more spicy and or fruity meal I'm going to scream!

I'm pretty stressed about somethings.

Hoping all this house stuff works out

& that I don't get my hopes up for nothing!

I really just want to feel motivated

& feel like myself again!

$10

everything in my etsy shop is $10!

oktoberrocket

and in more important news....

before

after

We are building a house, our own nest with our own backyard. It's a small house in the front of a neighborhood with bigger houses. It's not a fully start from scratch build our own home. There were four or five plans to choose from and we get to make all the detail decisions. We are crossing our fingers it's done in time to move in when our lease is up. Yay! They started clearing the lot Monday.

watermelon festival.

it was so uneventful. this is how it went down.....

the boy had moves.

Disoriented.

I feel boggled in the brain. I want to make stuff and I have inspiration but something is not clicking. It's not flowing and I feel like I'm failing at crafting. Half the time I feel like I'm wasting time, but I'll think about the same project day after day. Then I attempt it, and flop. My life is moving at a faster, busier pace with opportunities. Life is good, but the part concerning craftiness is taking steps backwards. Maybe it's because I really should devote my time to different things. Also I invested a bit of money in making my etsies and not a one has sold. It's very discouraging and I have lots of supplies hanging around win urge to press forward. I'm feeling rather blue about this, but excited about other things. It's a big jumble in my head.

popping in....

so I feel like I haven't posted in awhile. Lots going on in my world. Big things. I'm excited and been feeling pretty scatterbrained. The plan has shifted. My focus is in a new direction. More later.

very dreamy.

I am in love with this skirt and dream of it for me.

I bought fabric to replicate it, but fear of failure eats me alive.

The colors are perfect.

Love.